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[ May 16th, 2007 | 8:47am ] |
I'm posting on this old thing.
weird, isnt it?
I just wanted to read all my old entries and see how much things really changed. EVERYTHING. I changed, for the better too. I mean. I dont know, I used to complain about girls and boys and Aleecia and whoever else I was friends with at the time, all the time. Especially here. I was an awful friend haha. I guess none of us were really "meant to be", so to speak. And how I pined over boys I wasn't even friends with, haha. Really worthless. One thing that hasn't changed is my singing obsession. Well, actually, I guess it has, because its not my only forte anymore. I discovered dancing and its all wonderful. Also, my group of friends has COMPLETELY changed. COMPLETELY. Me and the old group are on completely different sides of James A. Garfield spectrum. I'm not insulting anyone by saying that, its true. I think (I hope!) I finally found those friends you find in highschool that last a lifetime. Just like my mama & gina. Katie, Jamie, Cody, Vin, J Knop, theyre the greatest. And then theres Lesley, Westly, Brent, Britnee, Shane, Jack...new friends are so refreshing. The summer will be awesome. We are practically going to be living at Vins this year, what with his trampoline (boys of black circle! haha) and his huge pool, it makes sense. Even when the boys are in Europe, we'll be there. Haha, and I cant wait! Junior year has been a big turning point in my life. I am hardly the same Alley anymore, well, despite still being just as weird. I spent the first half of high school trying on different personalities, and I finally found and like myself. My friends bring out the best in me. High school drama and shit talking doesnt matter to me anymore, even if the whole school is talking about us, which gives me practice for what I want to do with my life. But anyway. What matters (at least to me) is A. Obviously, getting an education and getting ready for college or a job, and B. Finding yourself some true, lifetime friends, who dont talk shit, who are honest with you, and show you a good time. Even if you only find one. Someone you can trust with your deepest thoughts and theories and secrets, someone you trust to know the real you, someone where you dont have the perfect friendship, and you have little arguments, but its still as good as it gets. Someone you can hang out with every day, or every weekend, doing the same shiat, and it still hasnt gotten old. Its wonderful. This year taught me a lot. The most so far. The first half of the school year I was a loner, basically. I only had one friend, Diana, and even she was gravitating towards a new group and moving on from the girlies, the "family" we had with the other girls. I wasnt. I hated it. I look back on that and I cant believe I spent so many days sitting at home on myspace. I'm glad the hair day party with Katie happened. And me and her and Jess became friends. And then there was New Years. That started everything, Jamie, Vin, J knop, Cody, Lesley, Brent. I thought I hated Brent. HA! Then that talk with Wes, Katie, and J knop. And that moment with Derek. That was the best and most spiritual thing ever. And I love our spot. Everything looked gorgeous, the turnpike lights, the cool air. The atmosphere was perfect, we could see for miles. And we just talked, from 4:00 until sunrise. About life, and where we wish to be in life when we're older. We even cried. Well, the boys didnt. For some reason, some reason I dont regret, I trusted wes and katie and j knop. they know some things about me and thought I had that I never could tell anyone. I remember when Cody felt weird around me. And he was really shy. That sure changed haha. We always tease each other now and laugh and its fun, the same with Vin. AND we're filming a movie together. Life is good. I finally found my real friends. I feel safe with them, something that hasn't happened.....um, ever.
I'm so glad I didnt delete this journal.
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[ August 4th, 2006 | 12:23am ] |
Without you, the ground thaws
The rain falls, the grass grows.
Without you, the seeds root
The flowers bloom, the children play
The stars gleam, the poets dream
The eagles fly without you
The earth turns, the sun burns
But I die without you.
Without you, the breeze warms
The girl smiles, the clouds move
Without you, the tides change
The boys run, the oceans crash
The crowds roar, the days soar
The babies cry without you.
The moon glows, the river flows
But I die without you.
The world revives, colors renew
But I know blue, only blue
Lonely blue, within me blue
Without you.
Without you, the hand gropes
The ear hears, the pulse beats
Without you, the eyes gaze
The legs walk, the lungs breathe
The mind churns, the heart yurns
The tears dry, without you.
Life goes on, but I'm gone
Cause I die without you
Without you, without you
Without you.
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[ August 3rd, 2006 | 1:58am ] |
I've been inspired to make a summer list, so yeah, that's what I'm going to do:
-I spent seriously every other day with Diana, except for maybe not hanging out for a week at a time a few times, and I'm surprised we never really got sick of eachother.
-I got to hang out with some sweet dudes, "sweet dudes" including Joey, and Adam, Bill, and Mikey.
-I also got to hang out with Josh Keenan. Needless to say he's not in the "sweet dudes" category, but at least he gave me a pepsi. But, he's not great company, so I wouldn't suggest picking him as a hang-out choice.
-Along with Josh Keenan, I hung out with Tommy Keenan just yesterday for awhile, and needless to say he IS pretty sweet.
-ALSO I got to hang out with Amber and Hoffman; they're pretty hilarious.
-Umm...I baby-sat everyday until 8:00, that was interesting.
-I ran at night time and got attacked by a scary dog. (Not physically)
-I didn't sign on myspace for days at a time.
-I had surgery!
-I got to go inside the Hartman's house, with Diana, soaking wet and looking like miserable homeless children. Good day.
-I got to ride a carnival ride with THE Sean Baisden.
-I got crushed on by Bullshitz.
-I had a boyfriend for a day.
-I actually got bruises from a teeter-totter.
-I made really sweet plans for next summer
-Well, I'm currently working on putting together a HUGE project, but I thought about putting it together, so maybe that counts.
-I worked on singing 3 hours straight almost every day, and with a piano on some. Big improvement, I must say.
-I witnessed seeing a banana split larger than a face.
-I lost a piece of jewelery in the river.
-I had many, many slumber parties.
-My hair somehow grew 12 inches.
-I didn't miss any of my old friends, which is a very good thing.
-I basically enjoyed myself lots.
SKEWL.
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[ July 28th, 2006 | 5:38pm ] |
I don't understand when people go out of their way to talk to people they claim to not like. Weird.
I can't wait until school starts.
I can't wait to be back in choir because I've actually been doing real excercises on my voice.
I can't wait to see if anyone looks different(because someone always does, but probably only because you haven't seen them for three months).
I can't wait for my new classes and new people to talk to.
When in doubt, reduced fat cheez-its are soothing on the mind.
I hate when POINTLESS, yet correct information is rubbed in my face.
Raspberry-apple vitamin water tastes like fun-dip.
I discovered that instead of getting mean and going through mood swings when I'm PMSing, I mock the shit out of people.
I'm conceited, sort of.
What makes me like every girl? I like the color pink and I think Johnny Depp is in fact ridiculously good looking.
I've been through a lot. No, not like cheating boyfriends and high school drama. Stuff that could actually be considered "a lot".
I love singing because no matter what happens or what people say to me, I can go home and sing and be proud of it because I know I'm good.
I don't use my hair color, or heritage, or any other physical appearance as an excuse for anything I do.
I hate candy, but I really like gobstoppers.
Artificially flavored anything makes me feel sick to my stomach, yet I don't really stop myself from eating/drinking artificially flavored food/beverages.
I'm talking to everyone I talk to now when they/I graduate.
I hate opera, but I like singing it.
My family is really quirky and sarcastic and fun, so that's probably the reason why I'm choosing to go camping for about ten days next weeked.
I just finished an entire box of reduced fat cheez-its.
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[ July 28th, 2006 | 12:14pm ] |
From: Alley the Artwork.
Date: Jul 28, 2006 9:12 AM
Subject: Myspace is going down!!!!!
Body: People everywhere are disapearing..innocent folk are being deleted....the entire myspace population is going to be whiped out in a matter of just several minutes! I just wanted to say one last thing to you all before everything is destroyed...I love you guys, I love you.
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[ July 23rd, 2006 | 12:06am ] |
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Tonight. Fun.
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[ July 21st, 2006 | 4:11pm ] |
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Practicing singing excersises and songs for over 3 hours straight every day REALLY improves your voice. Haha. I love it.
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[ July 21st, 2006 | 1:27pm ] |
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Haha, Diana, I made you and me on the Sims last night. We live in a really gorgoues house that I made. I also made some PRETTY BOYS *cough cough* so we can fall in love with them. Ah, I love watching my virtual self live. Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs.
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[ July 19th, 2006 | 6:04pm ] |
No more Barbie hair for me.
I gots me some REEEEEEEEEAL hair
And it's not even mine ;) ;0
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[ July 19th, 2006 | 1:11pm ] |
I think I'm getting new hair extensions today. As in, human hair, because these ones just aren't meant to last years. Haha, plus I think the chlorine is getting to them, so I need new ones for sure. These are more expensive, between 30 and 50 dollars, but they're going to be worth it. I'm thinking I want longer, like seriously down to my waist. And since it's human hair I can not have to brush it every 15 minutes, and curl it, and do all that other cute stuff. So, yep, they'll look better :D
I REALLY want a freaking mamegoma god damnit. They are so adorable. I NEED to go to Hong Kong and get my own little mamegoma. :D:D:D They have all these cute things for them, like swimming pools, and scissors, and everything. Plus they have mamegoma tamagachis too, and I want one of those. I also have a new mamegoma layout here to prove how much I fucking want one of these things. I'm obsessed?
Went running this morning. It was nice. My legs are sore, but I think it's a good kind of sore. Well. Hmmm. I'm out of things to say~
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[ July 18th, 2006 | 5:09pm ] |
This week has been fun. I'm glad I'm here until Thursday, my little diet is on a break until then. I get my pool, the sun, the piano to practice on, and lots of working out space. It's perfect. I worked out for three straight hours last night and went running this morning. Of course I went back to sleep until like, 3:00, but that doesn't matter. I didn't lay out in the sun today because, well, the sun wasn't really out much. I plan on working out some more and going running every morning and night, especially since I'm eating so much. I love being in shape. I get to eat yummy spagehtti too, I'm actually really excited for that. AND I get to go to a baseball game tonight, that will be loads of fun. Umm..I practiced singing some on the piano today, and I ALMOST broke the three octave range. I have been doing some research of colleges especially for musical theatre, and I have a lot of good options. And in almost every college you only need a few classes, those classes being English, Geometry, and Choir. Which is perfect for me, as those are my favorite/best classes afterall. Plus after school things such as Drama and being involved in plays helps. I'm thinking of maybe actually staying in the musical this year, even if I don't get a part. At least last year I had a name, haha. Anyway, I'm getting off subject. Sort of. I'm probably going to be glued to the piano most of this week. Friday- Hanging out with Bruce and Kat, yay. Saturday- Ox roast with Nana and quite possibly a slumber party afterwards. Hopefully Britney Fontana will be there. Umm, and sometime next week I'll be hanging out with Amber. Dunno what we're going to do, but, I always find something semi-entertaining. I think I'm going to do some laps around the pool and maybe "shoot some hoops". Haven't done THAT in awhile.
Later dudes~
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[ July 15th, 2006 | 1:21pm ] |
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I enjoyed myself yesterday. Diana came over after work, and we walked up to Subway to have a bourbon chicken sub. It actaully was really good. We had a picnic in front of the movie theater, then we walked to Kyle Bichler's because I thought he was still home and I had plans of visiting him. But, alas, he was back in Florida. So that didn't work out. By then, it was POURING and scary out, so Diana and I went to the Hartman's, and we looked miserable. We got to hang out with Kyle and Bicker for a bit though, so all was well. When Bill came home he was kind of confused, it was funni. I don't know how long we were there for, but it was an okay way to pass time while it was raining, and then they went to play Guitar Hero or something, and we left. We went back into town, where we saw Paul and Mikey and Bullshitz and Baisden. Heh, Baisden got arrested. Greg was there, and Adam, Joey, Danny, John, etc. I don't remember who else. Adam was going to come swimming with us in my cute little kind of big blow-up pool, but he didn't. Neither did we. Yeah, that's about it.
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[ July 7th, 2006 | 2:11pm ] |
So, I went shopping today and I now own THE most adorable fucking dress ever. It's just loose and camoflouge. If anyone actually cares what it looks like I'll probably have myspace pictures, since that's all I'm doing this weekend. Ugh. But, this means Monday or something, Diana and I must go somewhere so I can wear this beautiful thing.
I decided if I get to be an old lady, I'm going to be really healthy and active. Like, 20 on the inside always. I'm going to have a successful son who has a drop-die gorgeous wife, and a wonderful husband, and I'm going to do phun things like go sky-diving and bowling every Friday. I'll be a pretty old lady, too. And have a horse. And a nice car. And lots of money from my broadway career, where I played Mimi and Galinda and other various parts from musicals I love.
:D :D
So, what else has been going on with me? My fourth of July kind of sucked. Diana came over, and SHYZA (Yes, SHYZA) was going to take us to Micky's with him, buuuuuut Chris Stok and some other guy decided they didn't want any "Martha Stewart stuff" there, which Diana and I think meant they didn't want any girls. (?) And Bullshitz said Micky was being an ass to anyone anyway. Ah, well. We went to Tommy Keenan's; he wasn't there. We just hung out in his room and played his guitars. O:) We sort of watched fireworks on the porch. Then we went to Justin McCune's. He has an adorable puppy. After awhil he left with Greg, and we went home. During the tornado warnings we were taking walks, I mean, after we camped out in my basement for 5 minutes. We went to Kyle's, but he was sleeping. His mom asked us if we knew there were tornado warnings, ha. Diana and I are so smart when it comes to weather, apparently.
I guess that's it. Just been hanging out with Diana and a variety of my duuuudes. It's been kewl so far. Summer is going by really fast this year, and I'm thankful for that. It means I'm being active.
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[ June 27th, 2006 | 12:09pm ] |
Yesterday was pretty fun. Diana and I went to see Click, which I thought was a beautiful movie. You would just have to see it though. Then we went to Mikey's a little after, and ate food and had a picnic. Today I think my line-up is going to the skate park and hanging out with Micky. Yep.
This year, all the kittens name's are rockstars and things of the like. We have Ziggy Marley, Lou Reed, Sid Vicious, Mick Jagger, and John Lennon. I must mention, however, that "John Lennon" is a temporary name for that kitten, incase we come up with something better. I claimed Sid Vicious and Lou Reed to myself, and Diana whammied Ziggy, even though Micky named her. I hope I get to keep one, gah. I'll probably choose Sid because he's cuter than Lou. But, oh well. If someone wants a kitten let me know. You have to keep the names we gave them though.
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[ June 24th, 2006 | 1:21pm ] |
I put some more extensions in. My hair is a lot fuller now, and you can't see my real hair at all, sort of. Unless I show you or point it out. It's also 20 inches in some places. It doesn't look uneven though. Ha, "too bad" I don't have the hair extension removing oil. This glue is like cement.
Geauga Lake tomorrow. Yay :D
Last night wasn't much of a hide and seek party. We only played actual "hide and seek" once. I don't even know who was it, but Nana and I had a good hiding spot. I think Jacob was it...hm. He, Adam, and Joey found us. Then we all kind of hung out in front of Giant Eagle. After that, we were going to go to Micky's, BUUUUT Grumpy said it was too short notice. Ah, well. Who knows, it was something to do instead of sitting in the house all day on the computer. Which, I think that's what my agenda says today. Unless something else comes up, but Nana has to work. :((((
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[ June 22nd, 2006 | 4:02pm ] |
If you'd like to see a few pictures of the hair extensions, go to my myspace :
www.myspace.com/bolenator
Because I don't feel like actually posting them here. Chyup.
Haehner's tonight? Possibly. Nana's tonight as well. Hide and seek tomorrow night. It's going to be fun. Hopefully. I love hide and seek, at least I did when I was younger. And Sunday, Geauga Lake. Whoo, I have plans! :D
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[ June 21st, 2006 | 7:00pm ] |
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YES!! I'm so excited. I'm getting my hair extensions tomorrow. And they're 89 cents a pack this month. You only need two packs. WHOOT I'm so happy I'm going to have long pretty hair now.
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[ June 19th, 2006 | 10:03pm ] |
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My extensions won't be done until Wednesday or Thursday. MAYBE tomorrow, if I'm lucky. Which means, Nana, you can help me with them! Yay, haha. Well, assuming you wanted to help me with them anyway. Oh, and hun, you should have seen the lightning out when we were driving home. It was beautiful. The sun was setting, and the sky was a deep purple, except for the...bottom, it was bright orange. And the lightning was the streaky, straggly kind. I fell in love with the sky, I wish you could have seen it!
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[ June 19th, 2006 | 4:39pm ] |
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Here are some things I learned this week:
1. How to properly rave to The Who.
2. My friends are your friends.
3. Probably very few of you could go 24 hours without eating anything.
4. Mikey, Micky, Adam, and Danny are by far four of the cutest people on this planet.
5. That ice cream really isn't yummy.
 
You see that? I'll give you one guess of what it is.....
If you guessed "hospital bracelet", you're very right. Now, do you know WHY you get a hospitale bracelet? Oh, yeah! When you have SURGERY. This is for Sam Martin, Sam Pietra, and anyone else who decided to be a total bitch/asshole throughout this whole thing, and make fun of it or just not believe it. Fuck you guys. Oh, and please, please, PLEASE don't go to your friend(s) and be like "Oh my God, did you see what Alley wrote?" and your friend(s) would say "Yeah, that was really unnessecary." This is probably one of the most neccessary things I've ever written, even though I'm keeping it short. I could get REALLY nasty with you guys, and you'd deserve every single ounce of it. But, I actually have a life, and I'd like to go do my extensions soon. So thanks guys, you're good, good people. ":DDDDDDDDD"
Nana, I'm posting pictures of Garfunkel for you. He has a cute spot on his head, and he loves me :) You can play with him tomorrow when you come over. I love you babe, and this week is going to be really fun. Boys, skate park, movies, hide and go seek, Geauga Lake. I can't wait!! Yay for having fun.
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[ June 18th, 2006 | 5:57pm ] |
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Movie party and Hide and Go Seek party Friday. Woohoo.
Hair extensions tomorrow. Boys tomorrow, probably.
Geauga Lake Sunday.
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[ June 17th, 2006 | 11:03pm ] |
I had a lot of phun today. It would have been more phun with Diana, but nonetheless I enjoyed myself. I hung out with Bruce for a bit, then went with Mikey, Micky, and everyone. Bullshitz...I mean, Sean, wants to take me out to Olive Garden this week. I'm really considering it. I would like a nice plate of spagehtti or alfredo noodles. But, we'll see if I'm busy or not. I have some pictures I'd like to share with everyone. Oh, and the next time I post pictures, my hair is going to be long as phuck. YAY :D :D :D
Keep on the look-out for a myspace bulletin posted by me, promoting the hide-and-seek party going down on Friday around town. More details will be on the bulletin, heh . :D
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[ June 15th, 2006 | 12:40am ] |
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Ah, tonight was so much fun. I don't need to go into detail, because the only person who would actually really care is Nana, and the night was dedicated to her afterall :D But, I'm posting some pictures, so enjoy!!
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[ June 13th, 2006 | 7:39pm ] |
It seems as if I'm the only one who uses this anymore. But that's okay. I like keeping any kind of journal, this just adds on to the other five I have. :B. So tomorrow night my mom is treating Diana and I to Dairy Queen for her birthday, since CERTAIN PEOPLE suck terribly. :DDD
Ah, I love giving myself little manicures. I feel like such a girl.
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[ June 13th, 2006 | 6:02pm ] |
Wow. Today I just realized that my sister is an idiot. She was walking around on those bur things barefoot to prove to Grumpy, and Gramma Donna, AND Aunt Kay that she was "tough". She was laughing obnoxiously, and dancing around like...a four year old on crack. She seriously looked and sounded retarded. I know when we're older, we will be friends. But that doesn't change anything right now. It's incredible how much attention she needs. Now, I know she's nine, but still. Technically, I'm an only child. At least technically I'm not 100% related to that (shit). Ha, Dog and Munky. Anyway. She was outside showing off as much as a human being possibly can...for her own freaking grandparents. She doesn't need to do that. I was such a normal little kid. I played outside and kept to myself with my cousin Rob. My mom didn't really need to worry about us, except to make sure that we weren't going off with strangers who offered us "candy". With Gabriella and Anthony, my mom has to pay SO MUCH attention to them. It's like their not happy without it. My sister constantly craves my attention, and she does anything to try and get it. And when I say anything, I mean ANYTHING. It annoys the shit out of me (not literally, of course.) And we say people in high school need attention. Well, they do. I guess it's different when you're 14-16 than when you're nine. She's just bugging me today.
Right now I don't know where the whole hair extensions thing is going. I SHOULD have them by Friday. I just really want long, pretty hair. Even if it will only be for a few weeks, if that. I bugged my mom about it a lot yesterday, and she was cranky, so of course she said something along the lines of "if you ask one more time, you won't get them." The only reason I bug her is that she never gives me a definite answer with these sorts of things, and I'd kinda like one. I really want them though :((( ARGH. I will prevail...hopefully.
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